I feel like a pile of bricks have just dropped on me. I may have no job to go back to next week. Time will tell. A little stressed about it. Its getting real. What will happen? What will i make happen? If i ever needed that windfall it is now. 2 months of heaven being with my wife and now this. Cmon apps cmon wealth n money making ideas . Kind of a strange feeling. Kind of like the heart attack moment. Felt pain, felt ill but knew deeeeep down and around me i wasnt going to die it was an experience i had to go through, it was like. Yeah yeah just get me to the hospital so they can do their thing so i can go home already.
Have had minimal time with the computer and app building time. It would be a full time job to really do what i want to do lol get it full time job. *smile*
And sooo the new journey begins. I feel like this is a hobbitt movie instead of my life. Complete with ups downs smiles frowns demons angels challenges and successes.
What will I do with the precious 🙂